1 hour ago: Freaking mad
current mood: so-so
I hate when it happened..
arguing with parents is something that I've been trying sooooooo fucking hard to avoid!
yet it happened..!!!!
GOD!
Im sorry, if im the black sheep of the family..
but, clearly i NEVER ASK..
Well, dad...I never ask for u to treat me like an angel in ur heart..
and I perfectly knew that u have this so called "-cannot be resisted EGO-"
but please....u have been messing with my life all this while!
i deserved better than what I have NOW..
thanx to YOU so called DAD!
YES im a BIG SPENDER! well at least Im UR daughter...
at that time i think u r BLIND..with all the beauty that wont even last..
u slipped into her trap..
have u ever think of ur family that time?
at least once?
NO...u didnt..
so, dun u blame me of behaving such an ungrateful daughter..
u are just the same..
and yet the most unforgetable memory of u was the time U slapped me..
for 3 times..all the blood..
oh! wait...
the slapped memory doesnt happen once..it was TWICE..
U said that I was too much...
did u ever realised that Ur the reason for all that???
NO rite..?and y is that?? its all cuz of ur EGO..
ohhh booohoo!
u getting older DAD...
so as ur EGO...
it brings u NO where....
And MOM.....I should love you didnt I?
but im trying it soooo hard...
till sometimes I cried for trying...
I've always wanted for someone to listen to all my problems..
actually, I've always hoping that will be you...
but..
u are not that someone..
u are just my mom..
that's it...
nothing more..
do you have to be so CYNICAL about EVERYTHING??
about ME???
not to mention ur sarcasm really get on my nerves!!
Why it has to be U?
I just dun get it...
after what I did that made u realize bout dad...
yet u said it was all ur effort....
I dun blame u...ur mind wasnt that rite at that time...
I try to understand u..
but, have u ever once try to understand me..??
maybe in a wrong way..
and please mom...
am sick of ur non-stop babbling..
u should be my friend
too bad u act like a mom...
im going to be 22...
its just not the correct way..
u never bothered to ask..
sorry to say...
u caused me headache..in fact migrain..
but I still love them....y? cuz they are my parents...is just the way I love them is different from my other siblings..that is what makes me a black sheep in the family..i dun give a damn...
*not that I want to embarrass my parents here...im just expressing my feelings...for those who feel uneasy bout it..please, there is a "close" window icon to click..after all..its my site..I wrote whatever I want....Who are u to judge?
